Guilty

Today while i was walking around with Dev in Vivo suddenly i thought what the hell am i doing here while my friends are schooling or working...there's always this disturbing feeling of regrets that i stopped my school after diagnosed, always feel that i should have continued on, that i was just being a baby, i didnt feel that bad like others from the chemo, i should have continued on...there are a lot of people still working after diagnosis, why didnt i...